Voicing out 'unhappiness' or negativity with grace is quite an art, perhaps something I've yet to master, so the choice became that of to keep quiet instead. I'm a slow learner ba, prefer to take some time to digest and internalise before making any comments. Then by the time I've thought it out, the matter has blown over. Haha, quite an irony. Waste of brain cells some more. Coming back to last night's episode, in the end, I sent an SMS to YL to encourage her instead.
This has been quite a 'learning' (instead of 'trying', ha) period for me, coping with SSEAYP expectations and quite the unusual flood of events for YEC in the last quarter of this year. Especially for YEC, how to manage the succession to Chairperson-ship, how to help out with the events when my hands are tied with SSEAYP. How to be neutral versus being immuned, 'qin cai' versus superficial. MC shared on overcoming the fear of completing a dream (SSEAYP was a dream for many years); on 'fighting a good fight', and I was reminded of 2 Timothy 4:7 "I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith"
So we each have our roles and our 'fight' to continue, and up to us to find the meaning in the role and gifts that God has bestowed on us at any particular time and place.
I have 2 interviews next week back to back on Tuesday. But like, don't feel anything about it leh. Haha. Mind too occupied with stuff le, interviews and opportunities become just another thing to do.
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