Random thoughts

I have many thoughts in my mind. Random thoughts, unstructured, aimless.

I thought of how, the most frequently asked question after the wedding is how marriage life is. And hence I thought about how wonderful it is to be married. To be able to go home everyday to share my day, my life, my work, my stress with the love of my life. To be able to fall asleep holding his arm or yakking till I drift into dreamland. Like last night.

Then I thought about how busy I have been these 2 days. 12 hour shifts from 8am to 8pm. No break. And how life seems so meaningless this way. Being busy and achieving another person(s)'s goal. Meeting deadlines to convince a higher authority. Working hard at it till I'm numbed, not thinking, not process, just doing.

And I thought about what I wanna do for the rest of my career life. Why I'm still in JTC. Where I wanna go next. What I wanna do. How I hope to live my life.

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Then I dozed off for all of 3 minutes. Too tired le.

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Another 1 minute doze off. I'm going to get coffee...