I had thought I was possibly an ancient Chinese warrior. Going through the hurdles and fighting off generals in my way. Thought the final hurdle was it. But well, guess it wasn't meant to be.
I felt more deflated than disappointed not getting it. After going through all of it, sigh, quite drained le. Maybe He was trying to humble me. Was almost confident of getting there after 3 rounds. I thought the final round would be to assess where to put me rather than to decide whether to have me. Nevertheless I reminded myself that nothing's for sure till the end.
I'm almost afraid of going into a new job. I'm not sure what I want, where I want to go, and I've been too slow for too long a time. I possibly can't catch up, and may even lack the competency to perform in a new position?
Ya I know I'm not stupid. I'm not pea-brained. I'm not incompetent. I'm not slow.
I just need more convincing.
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