Workplan FY07

Sat thru the workplan meeting on level 12 iHab(itat). 2 camps of leaders sat opposite each other in the funky, creativity-churning room. Unconsciously, I believe (hopefully). There are a few lone figures who sit by themselves with an invisible safe radius around them. And I am one of those.

I wonder what's going thru their minds as I reflect upon my own hermit-like values. Looking inwards, is it just a misfit or is it really me? I am prone to shutting myself out in my own world, yet I am easily reactive and affected by the world outside my own. It is unhealthy but I am not sure how to begin rectifying it.

Before joining here, I had thought of it as an excellent platform to start anew from my hermit days in Trane. But things have seemingly turned out quite the other way. I must say I am quite affected by how things have turned out, especially when I am pretty sure the Lord wants me to be exactly where I am. But like what the yellow-Mazda-cab-owner said, the Lord could be giving me the perfect opportunity to find out what it is I truly want to do in my life. My only fear is that I can't find my direction...